Francine Perry and her daughter, Laura, recently sat down to look at family photos. As they reflected on the good times, they also could see how God was at work, especially through the difficult times – and there were many of those.
Francine, left, and Laura with a family photo album
On the heels of rebellious teenage years, Laura lived as a transgender man for nearly a decade of her adult life. Other than her family and select friends, though, most people just knew Laura as “Jake.”
Laura was living with a partner who also identified as transgender, and had become estranged from family members and the church.
Laura had grown up in a Christian home. Her parents, Paul and Francine, were and are active members of First Baptist Church of Bartlesville, Okla., where they took Laura and her siblings to church nearly every time the doors were open.
“I grew up going to church constantly,” Laura said. “I was in Sunday School, children’s choir, GA’s, Bible Drill, VBS and more. But ultimately I lacked a personal relationship with Jesus Christ.”
Growing up, Laura constantly struggled with her sexual identity and did not “feel” like a girl. She experienced other various challenges through childhood, which culminated in poor choices in her teen years and later embracing a transgendered life during her 20s.
When they found out about Laura’s choice to embrace a transgender male identity, Laura’s parents were devastated.
“At first I said, ‘how could you do this to us, after all we have done for you?’,” Francine said.
Though she had support from friends in church and in her ladies Bible study, Francine felt depressed and isolated because of the family’s plight.
Out of a sense of desperation and hopelessness, Francine began to dive deeper into God’s Word.
“I realized, through our ‘prodigal child’ experience, that I had a more works-based faith in Christ, a more legalistic mindset,” Francine acknowledged. “I was Pharisee-like in so many ways.”
God, though, began to soften Francine’s heart. Her ladies Bible study group began to lift up Laura in prayer. Yet things got worse before they got better.
James Biesiadecki, left, pastor of First Baptist Bartlesville, Okla., baptized Laura in 2016.
Laura once wrote a letter to her mother that said, “This is what I was supposed to be. Please accept me.”
Francine and Paul began to become more open in sharing their struggles.
The Perrys also refused to believe that God would leave Laura in the transgender life. They asked people to pray.
Meanwhile, Laura had delved deeper into the transgender life, attending pro-LGBT support groups and even taking hormonal and surgical steps to become less feminine and more masculine.
“I bought into the lies of Satan, believing that my sinful choices would make me happy,” Laura said. “Inside, I was miserable and searching for real peace.”
Laura’s transgender partner happened to be a staunch political conservative, and this exposed Laura to various talk radio and teaching programs.
“I got fascinated with the idea of absolute truth,” she said.
Her interest in politics led her then to listen to biblical preaching on the radio.
One day a coworker asked if she was a Christian. Laura said, “Yes.”
“That was the first time in a long time that I said I had anything to do with Christianity,” she said.
It would be a long road leading home, but God began to awaken faith and belief in Laura.
“I always knew about Jesus and believed. But I never knew Jesus personally or made Him Lord of my life,” Laura said.
Eventually, the truth began to get through, bit by bit. And Laura began to reach a breaking point.
“God opened my eyes to the truth. He made me realize that the transgender life was not His will for my life, that it was a dead end. But I was still conflicted.”
One day, through tears and much struggle, Laura prayed and asked God for help. She was, however, still in a transgender lifestyle and relationship. God continued to work on her heart.
Francine and Paul kept the lines of communication open, and met with Laura from time to time.
Francine said, “It was as if God said to me, ‘If you keep trying to fix Laura yourself, I will not. If you just sit down and leave Laura to me, I will work.’”
That began the change, not only in Francine’s life and heart but Laura’s.
Laura asked her mother one day, “Is it OK if I come to church?” Francine, who was the church pianist, struggled with the idea of Laura coming to church.
“I thought if she showed up to church looking like a man, she only would embarrass us. That shows you how far I still had to go in my walk with Christ,” Francine said.
Laura did come to church that day, and the message was on the prodigal son. The person to feel convicted by the sermon, though, was Francine.
“Satan whispers in your ear along this dark road, but God’s grace won out,” Francine said.
Laura eventually made the hard, painful decision to turn away from her transgender life, leaving her partner, and made the step home, moving back home with her parents.
“I didn’t know what came next,” Laura said. “But I was clinging to God’s promise that He would take care of me. I experienced such love and acceptance from my mother’s Bible study group. It was hard, but I had never experienced such peace and love as when I came back to the church.”
The ladies group helped Laura acquire a new wardrobe, including earrings and dresses. Members of First Baptist have continued to walk alongside Laura.
Brandi Biesiadecki, wife of pastor James Biesiadecki, has mentored Laura.
“It is so encouraging to see the true repentance and restoration Laura has undergone,” she said.
Last August, Laura made her decision to follow Christ public in front of the church and was baptized the following month.
Today, Laura has fully embraced her God-given sexuality as a woman, and she is active in the church.
The journey home, which took place a year ago, has led to both restoration and reconciliation. Francine and Paul believe God answered their prayers, and they believe that parents should never stop praying for their “prodigal” child or children.
They give all glory to God. “Only God could have done this,” Francine said.
Pastor James also sees God’s grace demonstrated in the Perry family.
“Laura’s testimony, and the testimony of the Perry family, is proof that Jesus is the answer to sin and life’s struggles,” he said. “I am so thankful for this dear family, and I pray Laura’s testimony of salvation and new life in Christ will continue to inspire many people.”
In addition to co-teaching a Sunday School class at church, Laura has been able to share her story in front of audiences, as well as on Tony Perkins’ national radio program.
“I am living proof that God’s love is greater than the devil’s lies,” Laura said with a smile.
(EDITOR’S NOTE – Brian Hobbs is editor of The Baptist Messenger, baptistmessenger.com, news journal of the Baptist General Convention of Oklahoma, and communications director of the BGCO.)